I was first targeted in Roswell, Nm (Very Serious) I'm an Army Vet but I witnessed the entire town mess with me, including my father, brother and baby mother. I will say though they broke me down at first but when I no longer cared if I lived or died and figured I would take a few with me on the way out it gave me a emotional freedom. When you no longer fear death and welcome it as a release you are rebuilt as something else.